Archive for October 31, 2008

In the end of night & dawn

In the middle of the night, after finished Travelers’ Tale [need to finish in the middle coz my eyes still not good, means not finish in the real meaning - whatever] Anyway it four. Quite similar. But I don’t want like that. Except the travel all around the world things. Hehehe.

I have just smiled a lot. Smile. And moved, touched, affected with Second Bukom. Write down some comments again after 4 years ago …

It was all of you all who remind me. It is. Not it was. And it will be. Gosh … I can’t help it. When I was cried … before … long ago … there was you. Ya Rabb … I ask you to … Ya Allah, lindungilah mereka selalu.

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You inspire me

“Anyhow … I would like to thanks to all of you guys. Kalian bertiga juga yang menginspirasiku waktu SMA dahuku sampe sekarang. Bahkan ada impian yang masih tertulis [di Bukom - red] dan kuinget sampe sekarang untuk ke depannya kita”

You inspire me. All of you.

It was 01.00, 31 Oct 2008.
When … at last … we … say good bye and take care and see you and …

[There was tears]

There is new plan in my agenda. Three years after today, we will have reunion! We will have reunion! Four of us.

In different ways of we said that we “released” him with  smile and prayer, at last he said “wassalamualaikum wr.wb.”

‘Setiap ada pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan’

Who said to me like that before? Or … where have I read that quote? But I believe in ‘Setiap ada pertemuan, pasti ada pertemuan kembali’.

That what will happened to us. Insya Allah. And I know, Allah bless our friendship forever. It is us … who have to take care of, protect, raise, keep in touch, and …

It is us who responsible. And I … we … will be the best friends ever. Because we HAVE it in our blood. :)
Well … keep in touch, guys, I love you all.

[The end with I leave the conference because I could not stand with good bye time] and both of us, four of us, leave the conference in … “see ya” circumstance].

We pray for you :)

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A bunch of kids

Today, my precious students from 9C of SMP YPWKS sent me SMS-es. A lot of SMS-es. My parcel already got there. And they all happy.

All of them ask me, “Ceu, gimana kabarnya?”

[It was 18-21, when there were a bunch of kids called me CEUCEU. It was my first time that someone called me like that]

And in the meanwhile, of crying, I said that I am oke. I am fine. And I smile for all of them because they miss me. They want to see me. They want to …
God! In the middle of crying, I am so thankful that I found a bunch of them, to have this feeling with all kids there.

“Miss you all, guys!”

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More cried … no …

“Mundurnya iman dan akhlak manusia akhir-akhir ini”

That was what I heard from news in the television this dusk.

And I felt. It was just like me. It IS just like me.

I cried in so many times today. Morning to dusk. The end with went asleep just because my eyes so irritated. Gosh it hurts. Even I cried most lot but it different today.

I cried in the phone to my friend [Tari, thank you for always beside me]. And I hide that from my Mom who worried about me.

God …

When I woke up, there was rain. Means the sky also cried. And my roof, exactly  upon my bed, leak! Means the roof also cried for me.
Actually the sky didn’t cried. I called it as “rezeki” and I love rain. Even I can’t touch it. I want to! But I can’t. Back to the topic, today was my crying day.

In the end, I just can think that … am I getting lost? Away from You? Or is it examination? Ya Rabb … I am so … Please help me …

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